Jenn – Do you ever feel guilty?

I felt many times that I wish I had done something that night that would have changed the course of his evening. I was visiting my boyfriend, at the time's, family in Wisconsin, and the accident happened at about one in the morning, and I kept thinking and wishing that maybe if I that had just called him. It was the week before Christmas, maybe if I had just called to ask about what some of his holiday plans were, maybe it would have offset the night five minutes or so; that would have changed it. So, I felt guilty from that end. I also felt guilty because he's my younger brother, and it shouldn't have happened to him. You know, I sort of feel, like a responsibility for him, at least I did. I didn't want that to happen to him, I would have taken it those first few weeks. I would have done anything to switch places with him.