Josh – Do you ever feel guilty?

I did at first. At that time, it was me and another gentleman that were survivors of the shooting, and being one of the only survivors, I had survivor’s guilt. Being the first one that was shot, having the thought “what if I had jumped out a tackled him?” “What if I would’ve done this?” Or, “what if I had done something differently, would everyone else still be alive? Through counseling, Mike McNulty, who was the counselor here at Shepherd, he really helped me work through that. You can’t feel bad for things that, you know, “what ifs.” You just have to keep moving on and do what is, not what if.