Tricia – Do you ever feel guilty?

My daughters were 7 and 11 at the time.  The guilt that I feel for not being with them more, I probably would have focused on them a little bit more.  Not saying that I would have taken anything away from my husband, I still would have been there for him as much as I could, but I think I would have handled my time with them differently.  I think I would have made sure that they were handling it.  Definitely they always seem that they are handling, they always seemed that they were handling it well.  Now I’m not so sure that they always were.  I think I would have just, that would have been the biggest thing for me is from the beginning to make sure that they were okay.  They’re both good kids and I can’t complain, but I just wish that I’d, looking back, that I could go and do more for them.