Molly – What was the hardest part of the first days in the hospital?

I think for me the first days in the hospital were more physically challenging than anything else.  I just remember being exhausted and really overwhelmed. And, I remember falling asleep and waking up and not remembering where I was or who was around.  I think it was too early on for me to be challenged mentally by the idea of what all of this was going to mean.  I was just more trying to get through what was going on then and maybe looking to the very near future.  Was I going to be able to play soccer that fall or run? I wasn’t really looking beyond that, or trying to get any further than just making sure I knew where I was, and what was going on, and what I was supposed to be doing.