Carol Ann – What’s gotten easier over time?

For the longest time, I couldn’t look at pictures, not baby pictures, but pictures when he was in high school. Sports pictures—because he so good at baseball, and so good at sports. Pictures of he and Faith before the accident, because he was just shy of being 21 years old, he was turning into a man, he was no longer that little boy, he was just blossoming to that young vibrant man. Physically, he was awesome and just, you know, almost into his third year of college, and just about ready to propose to Faith, and life was good. And so, that was, that’s the “trauma moment.” I mean I have my happy times when he was little, although I can’t look at baby shoes, because it reminds me of him, his first steps, and now he has no steps. But yeah, that was hard, but it’s gotten easier and the music, and I mean, I’ve lightened up quite a bit.